When the Shine Wears Off

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1 Corinthians 13:4-8a “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.”

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A couple of years ago, Lisa had matching bracelets made for us. They are not what you would expect. They do not say “love” on them. They do not say “forever” or “soulmate” or anything sentimental like that. They say “commitment.” And on the back, the definition: “Pledge yourself to a position no matter what the cost.” I wear mine regularly. Not because it is fashionable. Because I need the reminder.

We live in a culture that worships the feeling of love but has very little patience for the work of love. The spark, the chemistry, the butterflies, the “I just knew” stories people post online. That is the part everybody celebrates. But that is the shine. And the shine always wears off.

I read an article in Fast Company magazine about the science of commitment versus keeping your options open. Researchers from several major universities studied human behavior and discovered something that pushed them back on their heels. People who commit – genuinely commit – to a job, a relationship, a community, are consistently happier than people who keep their options open. The option-keepers thought they would be more satisfied. They were not. The committed people had more joy, more focus, more purpose. That finding surprised the researchers. It did not surprise me. God has been saying that for a very long time.

Paul describes what real love looks like in 1 Corinthians 13. And notice what he does not say. He does not say love is exciting. He does not say love is thrilling or romantic or electrifying. He says love is patient. Love is kind. Not self-seeking. Not easily angered. Keeps no record of wrongs. These are not passion words. They are endurance words. Commitment words. They describe someone who has decided to stay long after the excitement fades.

There are two types of love mentioned in Scripture. One is eros, where we get the word erotic. That is the chemical stuff. The attraction. The fire. And it is good. God designed it. But eros has a shelf life. It lasts maybe six to nine months in its strongest form. After that, reality settles in. You start to see the imperfections. The habits that were cute in month two become annoying in month eight. The spontaneity that attracted you now feels unpredictable. The discipline that impressed you now feels rigid.

Then there is agape. Agape is commitment love. Unconditional love. The kind that stays when the feelings go quiet. The kind that gets up at 3 a.m. with a sick child. The kind that forgives the same offense for the fifteenth time. The kind that chooses the other person when every emotion says choose yourself. Agape is not blind. It sees the flaws clearly. It just decides that the covenant matters more than the catalogue of complaints.

This is not just about marriage, though it certainly includes marriage. Think about your commitment to your church. The first few months are incredible. The worship is amazing, the people are friendly, everything feels like home. But give it a year. Give it two. The pastor will say something that rubs you the wrong way. A friend in your small group will disappoint you. The excitement will settle into routine. And at that point, commitment may be the only thing that keeps you in the seat.

The same is true of friendships, careers, and callings. Every new season starts with a shine. A new job. A new city. A new ministry opportunity. And that shine is wonderful. Enjoy it while it lasts. But do not confuse the shine with the substance. The shine is the eros. The substance is the agape. And when you build your life on agape, on the decision to stay committed regardless of how you feel, you will discover a depth of joy that the shine never could have given you. I have watched people hop from church to church, job to job, relationship to relationship, always chasing that opening-week feeling. They never find it, because the thing they are looking for does not live in the beginning. It lives in the middle. It lives in the staying.

I have been married to Lisa for decades now. And I will tell you something: the deepest moments of our marriage have not been the flashy ones. They have not been the vacations or the date nights or the anniversary trips. The deepest moments have been the ones nobody sees. The 2 a.m. conversations when one of us is struggling. The seasons where we had to fight for each other because everything else was fighting against us. Those moments built something that no amount of eros could manufacture. Agape did that. Commitment did that.

Lisa’s bracelet does not say “love” on it. It says “commitment.” Because love without commitment is just a feeling. And feelings, like the shine on a new car, eventually fade. Commitment is what keeps you on the road long after the showroom glow is gone.

Apply

Recommit today – Identify one relationship or commitment where you have been coasting on old feelings. Write a note, send a text, or speak face to face to the person and say, “I am committed to you.” Then back it up with one specific action this week.

Pray

God, forgive me for chasing the shine and abandoning things when the excitement fades. Teach me agape. Teach me the kind of love that stays. I want to be someone who commits and does not quit, who pledges myself to the people and purposes you have placed in my life no matter what the cost. Give me the endurance to keep going when the feelings go quiet. In Jesus’ name. Amen.