I Saw the Lord

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Isaiah 6:1-4 "In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord, high and exalted, seated on a throne; and the train of his robe filled the temple. Above him were seraphim, each with six wings: With two wings they covered their faces, with two they covered their feet, and with two they were flying. And they were calling to one another: 'Holy, holy, holy is the LORD Almighty; the whole earth is full of his glory.' At the sound of their voices the doorposts and thresholds shook and the temple was filled with smoke."

Think

Somebody in your feed goes to a concert or a big game and posts a clip. You watch it on a screen the size of your hand. You can hear the crowd. It looks cool. You get the idea.

Then one day you walk into that building yourself. It feels like the ceiling keeps going up. The sound is not something you hear, it is something you feel in your chest. Everybody around you is standing, and you did not decide to stand, you just did.

Nothing about the building changed between the video and the visit. The video was accurate. It just wasn’t big enough to hold the thing it was showing you.

A lot of us are carrying around a video of God when we could be standing in the room. That gap is exactly where Isaiah 6 starts.

Look at the first line: “In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord.”

That opening matters more than it looks. Uzziah had been king for over fifty years. For Isaiah, he was not just a leader; he was the only leader Isaiah had ever known. Uzziah was the name on the wall that never came down. And then it came down.

Some of you know exactly what that feels like. Something you assumed would always be there stopped being there. A family changed shape. A friend group dissolved over the summer. A version of your life ended and nobody asked your permission.

Then Isaiah looked up and saw a second throne, and it was not empty.

Read what he sees again, slowly. The train of a robe filling an entire temple. Angels with six wings who cover their own faces because they cannot look directly at what they are worshiping. Voices loud enough to shake the doorposts of a stone building. Smoke filling the room.

That is not a small God. That is not a God you fold up and keep in your back pocket for emergencies. That is a God who makes a building tremble just by being spoken about.

Notice something about this chapter before we go any further. Isaiah does not begin with “Here am I, send me.” That line is real, and we will get there, but it is verse 8. Verse 1 reads, “I saw the Lord.”

The order is not an accident.

We spend a lot of energy trying to become more passionate about God. You want to feel more, care more, try harder. There is nothing wrong with wanting that. But passion is not something you can manufacture by squeezing. You will not surrender much to a God you think is small. The problem is usually not that you do not care enough. Sometimes it is that you have not seen clearly enough.

Some of you came into this week off of a summer where God felt close. A camp, a service, a night in your room where something finally clicked. You are quietly hoping it survives August.

And some of you had a summer where nothing happened. You were not moved. You did not cry. You watched other people have moments and wondered what was wrong with you.

Hear this carefully, because it sets up the whole week. Isaiah's story does not begin with him feeling something. It begins with him seeing someone. Those are not the same. Feelings come and go and depend on the room and the music and how much sleep you got. Seeing God for who he actually is does not depend on any of that.

This week you walk back onto a campus. Before you decide what you are going to do there, answer a smaller question first.

Who is on the throne?

Apply

Look up first – Before you make one plan for this school year, take five minutes today and do not ask God for anything. Just tell him what is true about him. Then write down one word from Isaiah 6:1-4 that describes him and put it in a place where you will see it tomorrow morning.

Pray

God, I think I have been watching a clip of you instead of standing in the room. Show me who you actually are. Before you change my school and before you change my schedule, change what I see when I look up. You are on the throne and you always have been, even in the year everything else fell over. In Jesus' name. Amen.